Wednesday, May 2, 2007

Today

Well he came thru the surgery ok. The doc found more infection. Cleaned it out. Has to go back in some more he said...Probably sat. I seen ronnie about 1 hour after the surgery. His spirits werent up like i was hoping. He has been doing so wonderful! But today was really hard for him. The doc said it was really deep where he cut out the dead tissue. Ronnie said he was in a lot of pain. I think he is getting frustrated and tired of the whole mess. I dont blame him. I told him just keep pushing that button for ur pain med and try to relax. Ronnie said he hoped they didnt have to go back again...I unfortuantly had to break the news...I just seen him sink. Of course i told him he will get thru it and i love him very much and how proud i am of how well he is been taking everything. The doc told me this was gonna take a long time...I didnt tell ronnie that.

One good thing the doc did say to me is He believes Ronnie will sail thru this because he is a very strong and healthy man. So i am holding on to that right now. I told ronnie this too. When i left tonight (after we watched lost together) He seemed in much better spirits. I cry all the time. I cant help it. I hate to see him in so much pain. I seen part of where they have cut....Ill just leave it at that.

I really really want u all to know how much i appreciate your comments you leave me. Its kind of theraputic for me to type this out. Of course i am crying the whole time but at least it gets some of what i need to say out. Aimee i thank u for ur kind words and ur hope! Your comment really touched my heart and made me feel better. Thank you again girls!

6 comments:

Vee said...

marie!!
I am so happy that ronnie made it thru sugery fine
you are doing an awesome job in trying to keep his spirits up.
I wish I could do more than leave comments
be strong and know that you are never alone.
xo

Eminepala said...

Aw sweety... That's a good news... The docs are hopefull...

And I totally agree with vee

xoxo
Emine

Crystal said...

Cousin Im so glad you are being strong. Its very hard but Im here for you when ever you need someone to cry at. I love you so much

micayla said...

Marie, I am so happy that the surgery went well! Keep your chin up cirl and happy NSD!!

Little Lulu (aka Laurie Dagg-Labine) said...

Marie...I hope that you guys are doing ok..I was thinking about you while I was on vacation and hoping for some good news when I returned....
Update us soon and I will continue to send my prayers your way!

Aimee said...

i missed this post last week. i'm so sorry for the continued surgeries, but you'll have more peace of mind knowing they're getting all of this nasty stuff out of him. it's ok to cry-you can still be strong & cry alot!