Today

Well he came thru the surgery ok. The doc found more infection. Cleaned it out. Has to go back in some more he said...Probably sat. I seen ronnie about 1 hour after the surgery. His spirits werent up like i was hoping. He has been doing so wonderful! But today was really hard for him. The doc said it was really deep where he cut out the dead tissue. Ronnie said he was in a lot of pain. I think he is getting frustrated and tired of the whole mess. I dont blame him. I told him just keep pushing that button for ur pain med and try to relax. Ronnie said he hoped they didnt have to go back again...I unfortuantly had to break the news...I just seen him sink. Of course i told him he will get thru it and i love him very much and how proud i am of how well he is been taking everything. The doc told me this was gonna take a long time...I didnt tell ronnie that.

One good thing the doc did say to me is He believes Ronnie will sail thru this because he is a very strong and healthy man. So i am holding on to that right now. I told ronnie this too. When i left tonight (after we watched lost together) He seemed in much better spirits. I cry all the time. I cant help it. I hate to see him in so much pain. I seen part of where they have cut....Ill just leave it at that.

I really really want u all to know how much i appreciate your comments you leave me. Its kind of theraputic for me to type this out. Of course i am crying the whole time but at least it gets some of what i need to say out. Aimee i thank u for ur kind words and ur hope! Your comment really touched my heart and made me feel better. Thank you again girls!

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